TheLAST War, GOODvsEVIL, (WILLING toHARM "we/us"forJUST(ME)

Does anyone have any clue how hard it is to write a book CONNECTED many ideas in a new way? So So hard. A life story or history or health, one topic is easy. But trying to connect EVERYTHING is very hard to orgamnize properly and make clear! SORRY! But please use what you can!

Sat. July 4, 2026, 

Please understand this site is shared as NOTES to save our world careening into STUPID WAR between each other. Nothing gets finished before I learn MORE and start agin BETTER!

Sat. July 4, 2026, 1:30 pm.

The EXCEPTIONAL AMERICAN PEOPLE will pay ATTENTION to our lost NORMAL , with this celebration of 250 years of effort! We will TAKE BACK the amazing "Church country" ORDER SYSTEM from the STUPIDITY of "partisan Politics"!! What idiot expects other than WAR from that NONSENSE!! Finding the BALANCE of "TRUTH" means calmculting the MATH .. hard work! What is the NET VALUE of any action does it HARM others? How many benefit .. by how much? We have to TAKE BACK "we the people" POWER! Because now, only those "ME FIRST" beings in power benefit MOST. US real NORMAL good HUMANS want a WIN for all, not the few. THAT was the hope of America. the possibility of success FOR ALL! But we have been UNFAIRLY kept down! If we sacrifice, boycott and SHUN the"ME, I ONLY, matter!" kind, we can TAKE BACK AMERICA for WE/US .. we the people. There are far MORE of us, CARING NORMAL HUMANS, than screaming WOKE/MAGA political PARTISANS. Being enemies gets us nowhere but WAR and DEAD. DOING THE HARD WORK TOGETHER 

Below ..  after 40 website efforts, is the 1000th attempt to summarize 7 decades of questions .. Let's try this again? I learn NEW every day, so forgive my Careening thoughts, please. Use what you can to "save the world" from the BAD Humans .. LEFT Brains who care ONLY for the SELF. "ME!mine, Here, NOW" will VERY soon destroy civilization. 

Fri. July 2, 2026, 10:00 am.

WE got lazy. We thought the POLITICIANS were our good daddy. "I VOTED I took responsibility for my country."🤣 Our LAZY IRRESPONSIBILITY has caused us the extinction of HUMANITY. The Founding fathers never expected THIS focus on SELF and FREEDOM at the EXPENSE of OTHERS! We need to do B.F. 2.0 .. moderation in "capitalism" (AKA care nothing about HARM to others) and INCREASE in RESPONSIBILITY. If you TWIST facts to suit your own greed .. GET OUT!! YOU are the enemy. The LAST WAR!! "WE the People" The good HUMAN Family lives only for closer to TRUTH so we can CALCULATE FAIR .. for all. We will each CONTRIBUTE, but with TRUST that we will also RECIEVE.

OUR RECIPE or FORMULA for "TOTAL Human Health" .. 

The answer to 7 decades of my wonder and research ..

Why are people MEAN? 👿

Why does nothing WORK? 🤔

The ANSWER is all based on the work of DR IAIN McGilchrist .. plus my fascination with Health vs profit, and the collected connected knowledge of so many other good humans. Our CONNECTED Human Intelligence traded and then the NET VALUE SHARED!

IF you care only for "ME!mine, here, NOW" (Left brain) nothing will work. ONLY NORMAL Human NET VALUE accounting creates "heaven on earth". Considering OTHERS before doing then any HARM. But it requires enormous work to find closer to TRUTH with which we calculate FAIR for ALL. We got lazy and WORSHIP fast and easy. Only a REYRN to NORMAL human NET VALUE accounting will save us from ZOMBIE APOCOLYSE. US! Lazy selfish and shallow. SELF and SPECIAL will kill us. Only Working TOGETHER for "WE/US" as ONE Human Family will save us. "I am special" is killing us! Accounting for HARM to OTHERS .. vs benefit to ME is hard slow work. But TOGETHER "We the people" can enjoy our hard work, like the pioneers that BUILT America!. 

My 2 Life Questions made into ONE recipe for BETTER quality of life FOR ALL. A new "ORDER SYSTEM" .. not power and control over us, but WINNING for all! The LAST war is US against "THEM". We are IN stupid WAR "divide/demonize" ALL. DIVIDED .. NORMAL Humans will die of distress.But .. the Human Family TOGETHER, "WE the People" against THEM can take back ORDER for all. Those who need to control us for POWER .. regardless how they HARM US, are the REAL ENEMY. 

WE now have a society of confusion, chaos, and decay. But we never even NOTICED. our ATTENTION IS GONE. Multi tasked and fragmented fast and easy destroyed our INTELLIGENCE. we want only fast and easy so we are Shallow (STUPID) and Selfish (heading evil) . A Normal Human has BOTH a Right Brain HEMISPHERE as well as a LEFT brain hemisphere.

2 REALITIES!! 

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Wed. July 1, 2026, 1:00 pm

We need ORDER, to be able to live without chaos and confusion. In the "Law of NORMAL"  (that we IGNORE) all things CONNECT! Facts! ideas! inventions! People! SYSTEMS, and the NATURE in OUR EARTH HOME! Everything CONNECTS, so it needs to be BALANCED, in MODERATION to WORK successfully! But we worship EXTREME .. so we will destroy Humanity! Our Arrogance is creating so many TOXINS of extreme that soon we will be left with ONLY sheep heading ZOMBIES in Digital DYSTOPIA.

Today is "Canada Day" 🙈 ?? Screw Canada ! Screw Multiculturalism! .. and our "salad" vs American "Melting POT" culture. What is Canada? NOTHING! .. because we ONLy celebrate our DIVISION of cultures. Everything extreme is BAD .. because all things CONNECT. EXTREME does not BALANCE and is unable to connect! There is no "Canada!". It is Just a place where people try to live decently together. good .. but where is a little PRIDE of COUNTRY? Yes America goes too far but we do NOTHING!! Why can't we be ONE CANADIAN FAMILY and celebrate that we try to be FAIR?? Nope! Dundas square tonite will celebrate cultures.  The only tiny festtival I found also .. Indian dance and music when I was there. INDIGENOUS would be great. But we only FAKE repeat that crap before every news. MAYBE the phoniness we live with today, is a sensitivity boiling over in me. I hate LOUD and when it is always crap  FAKERY I want to blow the place up. (Don't worry I am 80 and have no gun.) Everything Western is LOUD!! TWISTED NONSENSE. If I was god I would wipe us off his amazing earth. WE Western FAKE Twisters do not DESERVE it! Oh well, if no one joins me in the last war I will quit caring, just relax and watch as w destroy the world. Only ZOMBIES in Digital DYSTOPIA does NOT Equal Humanity. A I is the last invention or idea we get to take extreme. Our Usual inabilty to do NORMAL moderation to balance good/vs BAD will kill us. Excatly how do you expect to EAT or shelter without a job? Kids already need a couple jobs to survive. Even if A I only takes 25%, added to the struggle ALREADY  ..those of us still with a mind and heart (BRAIN) will not survive. We will die of despair, rage or just stress destroying our body functions.

WHERE is the Canada on Canada Day? . I endured 3 days of SCREAMING "Pride" but spent the morning of Canada Day searching for festivities to celebrate CANADA! I saw no flags at Dundas square or even CITY Hall. What the frig!! .. can I trade citizenship with an American who loves Canada? I have always FELT American. American National songs bring tears. Why do I feel nothing for Canada? I must still be existing in a PAST American LIFE? Canada is a GOOD country. IN America I finally appreciated our wonderful Health care (At least when I needed it ? maybe 2010 ish?) But an american is AMERICAN and PUOUD of HIS COUNRY. Yes the power structure is now in utter decay .. but American People are AWESOME! Kind warm and caring. Canadians have to stop sticking together in their little groups. In fact .. we need ONE HUMAN FAMILY, ALL  working TOGETHER if we want to save ourselves from our virus FAR worse than COVID. The virus of EXTREME in shallow selfish behaviour will soon kill us .. OR .. turn us ZOMBIE.

Why did Carney say pay no ATTENTION to this who say we are divided? 🤔 Maybe he is right but I look it more like MEDIA etc surely makes it look like we are STUPID screamers, about inconsequential Things. YET when I talk to REAL people they are great Humans that I hope will come together in our LAST "church/ country/ party or UNIVERSITY". We will create a new ORDER System taht siFAIR for all thru pour finding closer to TRUTH and calculating the best for the most and harm to he least .. NORMAL good Human NET VALUE Accounting. Before Left brains got obsessed with only $$ and using us as their SHEEP for MORE. Trick is .. is Carney a shepherd or part of the EVIL? Luigi only killed a CEO obsessed with stock value or profit. Can we even FIND those whocontrol everything? My plan is to have the still HUMAN Corporations JOIN US as FAIR certified companies. They sponsor our TEMPLATE new ORDER System community or ISLAND. 

Wed. July 1, 2026, 7:30 pm.

Make sure you MEMORIZE the image to keep in your mind as we RELARN RESPONSIBILITY lost in our SHEEP following days.

Of course there is a HUGE SPECTRUM of characters Between .. thank god! Maybe the masses really are just those of us TRYING to be Kind and FAIR! The 2 EXTREMES can be generalized to GOOD Humans vs bad heading EVIL! Unfortunately so mach damage has been done to our brains by bad beings (under the MANIPULATION of the EVIL)  .. we may have to muder even the STUPID (only $ obsessed) not truly evil ones. Oh? .. shocked at MURDER? So strange how it is fine when the "daddy" .. says (DECLARES) WAR We are HONOURED for murdering when THEY say "GO!" .. but if I say "we will have to MURDER the EVIL .. that is extincting HUMANS!

The 2 kinds of Humans depend on more R or L brain wiring. Having more Right brain wiring means questioning, research and IMAGINING good solutions. WE probably need the LEFT brain to DECIDE and act? The Left Brain is ACTION oriented and focused on a WIN. In our society winning has become only MORE (Power) and MONEY. There are far more resources of value to HUMANS tan MONEY and WINNING. Good Health and a supportive family to begin! OUR Community will go back to NORMAL Human NET VALUE Accounting. MANY Bank accounts aimed at INCREASING our shared HUMAN Family stock Exchange. Our society has come to worship ME, MORE, faster and easier. We used to worship god who gave us connection and a fabulous universe. Those few religions who were not meant to DIVIDE focused on CONNECTING in a human family to care for god' s OTHERS and nature. 

In the last 150 years or since the greed industrialization created we hav decayed our Humanity FASTER and FASTER. First manners became quaint, then civility eroded. NOW .. I suggest for some their HUMANITY is gone! A NOR<MAL BALANCED Brain human feels another pain. How do you sleep in a 5000$ hotel room when outside homelss people have not eaten all day. I have always wondered that. But an interesting man was telling me of his childhood TRAUMA and it was heartbreaking. He said "How do those bullies actually ENJOY seeing my pain?" UNfortunately we are at MENTAL ILLNESS 2.0 far FAR worse that the FIRST con job! Now we have R B Thinkers who are in despair and lost ho[pe  NO DEPRESSION about it!! This is new if you still have a brain you are either enraged or in despair maybe BOTH like me! Nut then there are those WHO ARE NO LONGER HUMAN. Musk has said empathy is a bug. NO sorry our MIND and "Heart" are our SOUL .. what make us HUMAN. How do we even ALLOW someone today that without SCREAMING in unison. Nope to busy screamed for pride I guess. Our Toxins of "progress" have destroyed us!! WE think little unimportant things matter .. while HUGE HUGE problems are UNATTENDED to! 

We can survive if we WORK TOGETHER to balance what used to be NORMAL in each of our HEAD! Now we need a 3 legged race or Bifocals SHARED

Tues. June 30, 2026, 9:45 am .. added 1:00 pm.

NO to EVERYBODY .. because we are SICK divided, so bad we FORGOT we are all just Humans who want respect and fair treatment. We are happy to GIVE .. as long as we GET in return. "LOVE" has been turned into a 4 letter word! REAL true LOVE is HARD slow work. You have to LISTEN to "the other", learn so you can UNDERSTAND and then COMPROMISE on opposing viewpoints. Usually the viewpoint is ME vs WE/US. This Last Party HUMAN FANIL in our one home wants to do the WORK of finding closer to TRUTH so we can calculate FAIR .. but for ALL. America is NO LONGER the "Land of OPPORTUNITY"! THEY take all the opportunity because ME! winning is EASY. We/US winning is much harder work. But we WORSHIP convenience. Divide and Demonize is far easier than UNDERSTANDING in order to COMPROMISE. Left brains are Warrior DOERS. Patience to listen to understand Right brain THINKERS is NOT THEIR BRAIN's ABILITY. NORMAL Humans used to have a BALANCED BRAIN. Our toxins of "progress" destroyed our brain.Can we  Share ur opposite Brain resources and start to work TOGETHER. the MASSES "We the people" are GOOD Humans not wanting HARM to others. But our STUPID SOCIETY is only chaos and confusion by the overload and OVERWHELM we face daily! ESPECIALLY when it is CONSTANTLY TWISTED by DOERS for their OWN BENFIT .. NOT ours "we the people'. 

Only NORMAL caring HUMANS allowed in this "party", no "specials" or DEI's. THEY fried our brains and we never even NOTICED! Their every goal is to DIVIDE and CONFUSE us from our NORMAL good HUMAN. Since they destroyed our brain with the TOXINS of our imagined "progress" we even forgot the AIM of the POWER Families has always been to "DIVIDE and CONQUER". With globalization and the Internet as weapon, THEY can now "DIVIDE and CONQUER" on STEROIDS! DEI, DIVIDING US ..  is just a WEAPON for THEM to keep their SHEEP in line, SEPARATED. I mean IMAGINE what we could do if we actually ACTED TOGETHER? We are the MASSES! The REAL "WE the PEOPLE" could take back the (world) for the F F real GOAL. FAIR Opportunity for ALL. TOGETHER as NORMAL good Humans, we will take back CONTROL for US .. the GOOD PEOPLE. 

Our lst war is against EVIL .. THEM .. the few families willing to HARM EVERYTHING and ANYTHING for their sole PROFIT and POWER. Harm to OTHERS matters not .. as long as I WIN for "ME!mine, here, NOW". This attitude is our ENEMY that must be removed. SElfish shallow behaviour can no longer be TOLERATED. it must be removed because it is now a VIRAL Cancer. It increases and is now terminal! Selfish and shallow has gone Viral because when you are struggling to just survive .. you MUST be selfish and shallow. Shallow heads to oblivious .. STUPID, but SELFISH heads to MEAN, then BULLY to CRUEL which is EVIL. If you are willing to do the hard work of NORMAL good Human, WELCOME to the last WAR! The LAST war .. of GOOD against EVIL (THOSE Willing to HARM the ONE HUMAN Family and HOME.) Why no wars aginst evil .. only those directed by the tyrants are allowed. We will be called TERRORISTS in our TWISTED America. TOGETHER as ONE Family "We the people" can WIN!!

Tues. June 30, 2026, 8:30 pm.

The people who say .. "what can you do about the injustice? Let it go and move on to what you CAN control" They are exactly right. BUT .. are they? Normal Humans thru history FIRST used to look after their HUMAN FAMILY .. not ONLY the SELF. Too many people say just worry about yourself .. so now NOBODY worries about our Human Family and HOME. Does it make sense that can only end in DESTRUCTION? Unless we NORMAL good Humans (Who THINK before we ACT) Get TOGETHER and make change .. REAl humans become EXTINCT. Only sheep gone ZOMBIE will exist in digital DYSTOPIA. Your choice. But we have to somehow REMOVE those who're ONLY about SELF and are WILLING to HARM the human family and HOME.

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70 years only going worse ESPECIALLY after 2000 web / iPhone!

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THis website is supposed to be a BOOK or MANUAL .. design plan? recipe or FORMULA. Please read on a computer so drop down chapter are easier. Apologies .. Totally ROUGH NOTES .. unfinished.incomplete messed up!  BUT .. take what you can use .. NOW .. it is URGENT we ACT .. NOW!! We do not have TIME for perfection. AMERICA land of OPPORTUNIYY for all is being LOST to TWISTED Division. Let's come TOGETHER as ONE Family, one HOME B.F.2.0.  .. OPPORTUNITY for ALL .. not just THEM. This is a LAST WAR .. US against THEM, those who want ALL POWER, NOTHING left for us! .. but too much damage is being done DAIL. We must TAKE BACK CONTROL by boycott NOW. Sacrifice NOW or no choice once NO JOB!

BLOGS are BAD .. making us STUPID .. nothing CONNECTS .. separation of people is BAD but separation of ideas is the worst! In the "LAW of NORMAL" .. EVERYTHING in a NATURAL god created world CONNECTS! TOO FEW bees? no pollination, no garden. Too MUCH concrete dust, cities have bad air. Everything CONNECTS and EXTREME, always takes the good of all to BAD. MODERATION to BALANCE is the NORMAL human way .. but we forgot HOW! it is hard work to calculate FAIR BALANCE, and we accept ONLY fast and easy. 🙈 DOWN with blogs .. we have to boycot the disconnect of texts and blogs! 

If we are paying ATTENTION every day we learn new. BUT .. as an entitled boomer I am the only one who has the LUXURY to think all day CONNECTING IDEAS that would create our TOTAL HUMAN Health. My kids and young friends are too busy working 2 jobs to try to JUST survive. (WAIT a minute .. if everybody has 2 jobs .. THEY can LIE about job numbers and unemployment!!! see what I mean! I have the TIME to see new connections everyday .. and if only you had my million notes you could conquer the word! But in a GOOD WAY .. FAIR for all! 

I think I am so confused because EVERYTHING in America today is TWISTED! That unemployment idea is PERFECT .. they CON us with all kinds of TWISTING. It is not a lie if you leave off the part not suiting you. NO! Go to HELL! BOTH MAGA na d WOKE Twist half facts to suit SELF. YES! we are the LAST PARTY before Humans are extinct. Finding closer to TRUTH so we can the CALCULATE FAIR for all! You know .. COMPROMISE! When Trump (THEY) even TWIST "democratic socialist" into COMMUNISM we are at the END of the REAL F F's AMERICA!

OMG! I am so stupid! 🤪 Is it possible it is only in canada everybody NEEDS 2 jobs? Maybe I am wrong about everything not BEING in America now. I spent the best decades of my life there .. late 90's til covid. Sorry but I have ALWAYS "FELT" like an American. I apologize but I never get goosebumps for "OH Canada" .. but even ?Alicia Keys? "NY NY" brings tears. Sorry .. must be "past lives" stuff? but I am Canadian (NEVER liked Canada as 😡 SEPARATED salad (vs USA 😄 "melting pot" concept! TOGETHER vs "special"!) and I live in TO. But feel I died and went to heaven in Phila NYC, EVEN Buffalo. So hopefully you allow me to create a recipe for B.F 2.0 my hero! Imagine no books and no Bifocals without him!! Which is how we need to start living AGAIN! NOT just seeing NEAR (ME!) but FAR .. "WE/US" again! Put on our Bifocals! OR just share and TRADE our resource of SEEING "far and wide" vs near CLOSE UP. LIKE Photography we need to get the total HONEST picture! (SEE!!.. we already destroyed "TRUTH in photography" with A I!! A I is the last idea or invention we get to tale EXTREME. Unless we PAY ATTENTION .. and GROW UP to do the work of "THINK before you ACT!" .. "we the people" .. good NORMAL humans .. we dead! 😱

BUT we will have FUN partying reminding each other there is a POSITIVE side to all the negative. I wasted my damn life WORRYING about the NEGATIVE and missed the joy of the positive!

Are you paying ATTENTION? Jobs will be gone. Will we have to FIGHT each other for one job? Today you need 2!! jobs to survive, at least in Toronto . No job? how do you expect to eat or shelter? YES!! I am found there is GOOD in A I. I found out philosophy is ART and science connected. 🙈 ..🥸 ..😆

But we are ADDICTED to everything .. because EXTREME is a kind of addction especially when your brain wiring has been destroyed.

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NOISE NO .. 11;00 pm to 7:00 am .. OMG we quit RULES because too many have lost Their SENSITIVITY Our Brain wiring would make us sensitive to others and our body. Have people lasot ALL FEELING, not just rudeness to others but noise sensitivity and EXTREMES. HAH! I am sensitive to all extrmes .. even just when they are a little too loud! OMG .. the world I live in gets weirder and weirder! I want OFF the PLANET of zombies! I asked soeone if the noise around us of PRIDE was traumatic torture. Screaming in every way after 3 days was getting a bit muh for me .. She said it did not bother her AT ALL. Like I was crazy .. like .. am u just weird. Yet everyone I ask about time too fast or too much division and demonizing do agree. I will have to start new testing about SENSITIVITY. NORMAL humans who are still sensitive, find it hard to live today. tHis leads to "mental illness" 2.0. If you are not sad and anxious today .. you are a sheep heading ZMBIE. Any normal Human who still has THINK/FEEL brain wiring available is despairing today. It has NOTHING to do with the old chemical imbalance of depression. 🤪 Mental illness was ro STIGMATIZE those NORMAL Humans able to THINK and feel. We are Now in DePRESSION 2.0! Left brains UNABLE to think feel now TWIST it as WEAKNESS and even EVIL!! 🙈 😱 EEEE!

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Life is LEARNING. If we were alive we used to LEARN. That is why we talked about WISDOM comes with age. If you keep on keeping on LEARNING .. things eventually connect together.

Life is LEARNING. If we were alive we used to LEARN. That is why we talked about WISDOM comes with age. If you keep on keeping on LEARNING .. things eventually connect together.

But somehow we AMERICANS decided we could do ANYTHING .. with no regard to the LAW of NORMAL. The Law of No rmal not only CONNECTS ALL things together, but each thing or idea has 2 sides! BOTH positive AND negative. SO in normal Human life .. at least of those SMART Natives lives .. IDEAS had to be CALCULATED as best for most and least HARM to least in our Human HOME and FAMILY. Why do you think for THOUSANDS of years they sat around the fire discussing and considering energy (SEE photo of SUGAR Beach .. CRAP how IRONIC is that!! WHOA that is some serious CRAZY!! That fabulous Artist put his sculpture at SUGAR BEACH which is where our DESTRUCTION BEGAN .. with SUGAR!) That is ironically crazy. I have been using the image to teach that WE are society. We EACH TOGETHER make up humanity. Stopping LAZY and just believing you are just you and what can YOU DO for Humanity! You can stop being lazy and IRRESPONSIBLE and consider how you INDIVIDUAL BEHAVIOUR affects OTHERS! Natives sat arounthinking or dancing to ask the spirits which was the best option. WE just EACH think we are SPECIAL but without a HEALTHY Family and HOME how CAN we be totally Healthy and happy? We scream and think about FREEDOM and INDEPENDENT individuality. What a stupid idea .. because with a SICK family and HOME what good is more money and MORE EXTREME EXCESSES! 

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How does putting the bad guy in jail FIX anything? it makes jobs but how does it improve society? If a BRAIN can Function to wonder, question and imagine there are FAR better solutions than those the bully side takes. These use Only their LAFT BRAIN ACTION wiring. I think they have LOST their Right brain which is where our MIND and Heart is. I believe our Human SOUL is in our Right THINKING/FEELING brain., But in REVERSE World those in power because they are shallow and SELFISH have LOST their Right Brain Wiring. I should be more kind because they are DISABLED.  But after 80 years I am sick of them and ready to kill them ie. WAR! The Last war Dreamers (of better) against realist DOERS! You have TWISTED my brain to nonsense for the LAST TIME you extrem WEIRDOS (Yet you said I am mentally ILL!! Bipolar are the GENIUSES. We despair when we see the injustice and NOT FAIR world .. then we get HIGH when we see BETTER solutions. But the ENEMY bully .. just pts our EVERY IDEA DOWN. The END of you .. stupid BILLIES. OR .. you can smarten up and come over to our side. FAIR decent THINKING, caring for our Human Family NORMAL Humans. LIfe is hard work DISCUSSING OPPOSING VIEWS CIVILLY! You either do it or I will have to murder you 👿 .. or you can get with musk to mars .. NOW! 

All us mentally ill are BRILLIANT. We threaten their SIMPLE "sole $/power" focus!!! So we are thrown away. Think About it! Action Doers do not want us Dreamers who think there is a better way than their just TWISTED "bully, beat to win $$ 😡" Myopic focus. Their brain missing its Right wiring BALANCE is UNABLE toes further and wider and even behind to SEE causes. Right brains SEE everyhwre to TRY to UNDERSTAND problems. If you are only able to focus on "ME!mine, here, NOW" a person who even can IMAGINE a better way is very intimidating!

Be grateful HAH .. and celebrate the memories! Old feel SO CONFUSED .. also GUILT ..= our ticket to heaven .. attest we cared and tried harder!

EEE .. this parade shows me that EVERY SINGLE "THING" needs to be bigger and "better". Especially SCREAMING harder than the next guy. Sorry this is no longer joy .. it is just a COMPETITION! .. the joy is not AUTHENTIC! What has happened to us? Louder just means NOTHING! I have NEVER understood the world but now in recent years, I am at a loss. 🙈 🤪 🤯 😢 .. 😱 I have been saying because you are screaming LOUDER does not mean you are having more fun than me .. or more kind than me .. or more ATTENTIVE than me. OMG as we became less ATTENTIVE and lessAUTHENTIC we became LOUDER and screamed MORE. It is backward and inside out, "A happy day all about Love" B.S. the fake and phone makes me want to 🤮. I was for gays in 1970 whne theywere dying of AIDS, holidays in PTOWN their escape place. But 56 years later I hate it all. Here is PROOF that everything taken EXTREME DESTROYS the good of it! maybe I am just weird? But I think the TRUTH is 

LOUD and PROUD is the WORST saying!

IT just feels the world is now full of screamig and selfies and SHALLOW SELFISH behaviour. I could handle the noise if most of it was AUTHENTIC. I don't THINK I am just cynical .. the world today is NOT welcoming and kind. All we do is DIVIDE and DEMONIZE, YES! This was everyone TOGETHER .. but from NORMAL DAILY difficult survival there must be a lot of people there treating employee unfairly, workers competing unfairly, landlords neglecting tenants. TOO much is not working for this INCREDIBLE 3 hours of noise to be REAL. I hate TWISTED facts .. LIES. yes I am GROUCHY .. I got no sleep because this noise lasts all nite. If you are suhc wonderful people why do you not care about NOISE keeping the rest f us up. COMPETING and NISE are the mark of society NOT kindness and joy! But maybe again I am forgetting that we quite TRULY CRING people are just not the competing screaming one. SOON we will know. If society is the screaming competition I see everywhere .. REAL Humans are EXTINCT very soon.

FAIR, our new "ORDER SYSTEM" is BALANCING OPPOSING IDEAS!! We forgot what it is to COMPROMISE!! COMPROMISE is CIVIL DISCUSSION to find a MIDDLE point where BOTH SIDES feel they were UNDERSTOOD and CARED ABOUT!! How can SCREAMING accomplish anything? This parade taught us to scream TOGETHER

Mon. June22, 2026, 9:45 am.

The diagram is all of us in the HUMAN FAMILY Thinking and CONNECTING our HUMAN intelligence for BETTER Quality of life! A problem require peeling thru ALL the onion Layets NOT just lazy grabbing a shell OR the opposing inner skin. THAT is what society has devolved into. Gran the crackle shell OR the opposing inner skin and SCREAM AT EACH OTHER. Everything is dual .. BOTH/AND .. not simple binary or LAZY "either /or" You have to find the MODERATION to balance all things BEST for ALL in the human family. Our FAIR System works to get most fair for most and least HARM to the last in our ONE human Family

As I learn more .. I neer complete the old trying to record the new. Nut I think all my written notes should simply be reread by ME .. to undersatnd better. Sorry I have no clue how to write. I am hoping those who kind of GET my ideas will write it al far better. I am the COLLECTOR and CONNECTOR of all things NEEDED for TOTAL Human Health .. or Quality of Life! It's a LOT so forgive me it took 70 years plus is still not CLEAR/CONCISE summary. We have to redo EVERYTHING in a new ORDER SYSTEM .. the LAST " Church/Country/University/ECONOMY/ "Hospital"..  with NO government. WE take the responsibility for our SYSTEM so WE get the win for "WE the PEOPLE!" ! B. F.2.0 FAIR Capitalism by NORMAL GOOD HUMANS .. OR .. OFF the PLANET with you!! 😱

When we listen and learn from all the time .. each day our UNDERSTANDING becomes more clear. This is my 40 th try, and I am now destitute! Every website cost me 1000's over time. I think my original intuition was true .. we crazy .. fix it with Home Ec .. just be FAIR .. But the I realized how very HARD FAIR is to find and then CALCULATE. Hence the Human NET VALUE Accounting system was REDICOVERED. We are far too much of a hurry to do NORMAL human accounting.

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Sun. June 21, 2026, 7:30 am.

We have forgotten to LISTEN to each other to learn BALANCE and MODERATION between ideas. Instead we divide and demonize! WE are just ONE Human Family not divided groups demonizing each other. That serves ONLY those who want to control or USE us. We NORMAL good decent Humans must get together in our ONE FAMILY and take back control! "WE the PEOPLE" take back control! OR .. we NORMAL FAIR Humans will DIE very soon. Selfish shallow beings will live on their ZOMBIE Duigital DYDTOPIA. We are IN END TIMES but Boomer SHEEP are still too oblivious to notice. What is good about our society or life today? Unless your parents are rich youth are struggling. 2 jobs .. and never any upward movement. A life os STRESS overloaded and overwhelmed, no time for things that matter .. like calm wonder and curiosity. A life of chaos and confusion of stress on steroids will kill us. But oblivious zombies are fine. IN FACT if we are SMART .. we GET STUPID .. just ignore all things and live without facing the reality nothings works t right and people are mean. Manners are a joke .. we have lost our civility. Well Left brains certianly have. a Normal Human has a BALANCED THINK right brain plus a LEFT 

PS .. image ? big onion has gone thru the layers of understanding more times .. maybe understands better? wiser in some areas? Instead of the symbolism of life is "a conveyor belt of onions as problems or ideas to understand, LAYERS to work thru BEFORE action is taken .. maybe it is more HOW to think! .. learn! .. understand and then COMPROMISE! The onion is the symbol for ACTUALLY solving problems! But MAGA and WOKE are too lazy to work thur problems to find REAL SOLUTIONS. MAGA grab the crackle shell and run with it while it suits them. WOKE grab the inner elastic skin and SCREAM OPPOSITION WITH IT. Since life is NOT either/ or BINARY but BOTH/AND able to be true at the same time .. This is a LAZY BANDAID way  to manage things. HAH! Exactly why I went from calling LITTER VOLUNTEERS as SAINTS to just NEEDING VALUATION! Why don't we ALL just be RESPONSIBLE to our Human Home and family? VOLUNTEERING has become the same stupid BANDAID and WOKE people wanting a medal. YIKE!! I do not like what I just thought! Does it have validity? "I am wonderful I clean beaches and nature areas". NO! Let's put that WASTED ENERGY into TICKETING people who litter and make THEM DO THIS CLEANUP!  A chain gang! They are symbolic of the disrespect and lack of responsibility for our Human family. They will wear symbolic clothing while in the CHAIN GANG! 

My Human NET VALUE Accounting system really is a measure of STUPIDITY. You are smart if you contribute to each LIFE LEDGER moment to moment.

BUT .. the FLAW here is that I see horrible garbage where a church has just fed starving people. I always found that disgusting .. jail for you you ungrateful lunatic . But that is so LAZY onion shell of me! If you are a drug addict you may feel a total loser and sometimes when I feel sad or mad I don't bother recycle I just pitch or maybe even leave my coffee for someone else to clean up. When you feel no more HOPE .. you do bad mean things. pitching their half eaten food on the grass is not irresponsible but perhaps a feeling of " I will show you I matter! I can make a mess of your world!" Or it is just pure oblivion to a world that has been unfair. When the Life Ledgers consider everyone, no one feels lost or devalued. We connect as HUMANS and show our concern for THE OTHER before life gets so DISCONNECTED from "THE OTHER". We must VOLUNTEER .. NO! BE RESPONSIBLE far earlier. Parents are not parenting. friends are not ADMONISHING .. we have become completely DISCONNECTED of our HUMAN FAMILY. Did my realization I need to SPEAK to my audience .. one way for youth , one for old .. and another for mid life. THE PROOF WE ARE MESSED UP .. why can there not be ONE "sermon" that serves ALL in the family? The Internet and social let us divide so HARD that we have no idea how to be JUST Human TOGETHER. If we are each responsible to the other DAILY we will not volunteer for a BANDAID. They do all that litter cleanup .. while the litters create 10 x more. NOT a good Invetmtn!! EEEE!!! WE do that in everything!! As we get sicker from TOXINS we create another drug .. INSTEAD OF REMOVING THE TOXIN!! My Bandaid idea is far far worse than I ever dreamed. Thank you SAINTS gone stupid in my mind. If Humanity survives they will than you!! A Human ACCOUNTING SYSTEM rejected means the VALUE of our HUman family(Society) decreases constantly. If you only TAKE from our Human Bank Accounts or LIFE LEDGERS, contributing nothing but more bandaids WE DIE .. there is nothing left in our HUMAN Sto.                             ck EXCHANGE

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WE TOGETHER are the atmosphere, or SOCIETY. But right now the ATMOSPHERE or ENERGY is ONLY STRESS from the chaos and confusion of those who ONLY care about WINNING. We must take back our "win/win" HUMAN FAMILY CONNECTION. The "WAR" DISCONNECT we have created of ALL things is "THE END" of us. America is at WAR, with ITSELF.. Left brain DOERS against Right brain CARING THINKERS! NORMAL Humans have a BALANCED BRAIN and THINK before ACTION IS TAKEN. When left brains are in charge everything collapses. WE must RESTORE our WIN WIN normal FAMILY. EACH of us must take PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY

Mon. June 22, 2026, 9:45 am

This "PARTY" or LAST Church/Country/University/Team .. accepts ONLY Humans wanting to be part of ONE HUMAN CONNECTED FAMILY. No women, gays, cultures, religions or WHATEVER "SPECIALTIES" we have been DISCONNECTED and DIVIDED into. Remember in history the powerful's mission was to divide and CONQUER? They have so incredibly conned us with their DIVERSITY. Somehow that has actually DIVIDED us!! I now am against groups I NEVER had animosity to. Their eveil TWISTING has divided us from our NORMAL Good Human SOUL. How did they manage to make me hate everybody? I think because they shoved gay in our face and screamed women's Lib when we actually RESPECTED and VALUED raising a family. But if the propoganda DIVIDES men and women you have far more control over the sheep you use for your profit. Let's Throw out EVERYTHING and go back to the wonderful ONE PIONEERING FAMILY COMMUNITY of early America. I know there were flaws .. but it surely was better than now! The DIVISON and DISCONNECT they have created in us is ONLY for their OWN DIVIDE and COQUER benefit! Let's get back together as the AMERICA we made. ONLY by working together and trading and SHARING all our HUMAN Resources did awesome America happened. GREED amassing wealth ONLY DESTROYS. Wealth is fine! You can KEEP IT. Just do NO HARM to the HUMAN Family and our ONE HOME, or we have to kill you. 👿 (Excuse me? WAR is killing. Why is it ok for THEM, but if we say it, it's terrorism? SEE what I mean! THEY twist ALL things! 

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Please LISTEN and DO my "preaching". I spent my life trying to LEARN why nothing works and why people are MEAN. Please use my obsession with COLLECTING and CONNECTING everyone's expertise to find the FORMULA or RECIPE for TOTAL Human Health (THH) or base Quality of Life (QoL) for all. We work together as ONE Human FAMI

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