WE created so many TOXINS with our imagined "progress"

Sat. July 18, 2026, 5:30 pm.

Either/OR is the same as EXTREME. If everything is bOTH bad AND good, has BOTH positive AND negative aspects the common sense thing to do is MODERATION .. never extreme, because the BAD will take over! But we took the lazy way .. not calculating HOW positive against HOW Negative .. just grabbed what seemed good at first and went ALL IN! That is not how NORMAL humans behaved throughout History! How long have we had the wheel. WE used the wheel without great danger for centuries. But our sorry LAZY brain has taken the WHEEL a great tool to help us and turned it into a CRAZY dangerous weapon. If we don't get hit walking by a bike it is a skateboard and if not a scooter then a 400 lb person runs you over in their mororized vehicle .. NONE of them sticking to WHEELED RULES!! They just use whatever suits them (Like women today, GROW some BALLS, ladies. 🤬 Your "Rape" twisting is disgusting. ONLY Decent HUMAN FAIR women are allowed here, not those who want to be the same as men one minute, but if it requires RESPONSIBILITY "I am just a weak little lady"! You are a BULLY girl!! Today men are nicer (MORE FAIR) than women .. of course I am generalizing and I surely HOPE I am right there are still DECENT HUMAN Women out there who do not only TAKE and USE all they can.

Sat. July 18, 2026, 5:00 pm.

Everything in life is BOTH good AND bad. But that makes things confusing. NORMAL Humans through history had patience and slowly calculated the best of the 2 OPPOSITES! They also tended toward MODERATION which of course tends to BALANCE the GOOD vs BAD of a thing. Since we hate hard things being ADDICTED to fast and easy, too many of us simplify into EITHER or grabbing a side. That was NOT how MORMAL Humans worked. IT was hard work to determine how much of something was an advantage to all or how little was best to DO NO HARM! COGNITIVE DISONANCE is when you have to hold 2 ideas in your mind and try to figure which is BETTER. I do not even KNOW that word .. BUT I surely know some people just shut down my wondering and curiosity .. just DEMEAN whatever I am questioning, I guess not because they are BULLIES .. but because this confusion is very THREATENING to them! 

I guess I DID always take it as a personal ATTACK as my daughter said .. when it was really only the Left brain Action person PROTECTING Themselves against all these unknowns causing confusion. They want to KNOW so they can ACT. Good you TAKE, Bad you attack. Life is SIMPLE for Left brain Action beings. But it is shallow and selfish concerned only with "ME! mine, here, NOW".Our Right brain is concerned with eh well being of OTHERS not just the self. This of course raises many questions and a search to see both sides and understatnd FAIR to both. IF Left brains Right THINKING working is disabled this questioning creates great anxiety for those whojust want to get the job done! But life is complex and requires so many layers of questions to be answered. But that is no longer how we run our world. The normal WORK or behaviour of HUMANS is far too slow for the "citizens" of "progress". In case you never NOTICED .. that progress has 100% destroyed our quality of life because ALL was Taken extreme. Everything in NORMAL natural Human life must be in MODERATION so it can balance wth OTHER things. Everything CONNECTS so BALANCE and MODERATION is even MORE necessary! 

This diagram is a good one for the fact that all things are BOTH good AND bad. It is one of those double onions. We have to go thru all the POSITIVE layers, but also all the NEGATIVE onion Layers to calculate which SIDE has the MOST value for most and the LEAST negative for the least. Why have we not been doing this? Why are we not building an ECONOMY based on Truth and FAIR, the best choice for all? Let's do it. let's step out of all the CON SCAMS we live in and build the SYSTEM the F F were hoping for. They are horrified by the decay we have created in the hopeful system for "WE the PEOPLE". B F 2.0 will be very hard work calculating FAIR but our quality of life will be far better. What we want is a FAIR Order System that creates TOTAL Human health for all. Now .. not only is our Physical Health gone, but we have destroyed every aspect of our emotional and spiritual Health!

When we only think of profit or power obtained by an action, it will always collapse all things in the end. Power and PROFIT guided all our economy and every system is in collapse. Education does NOTHING to teach the MOST important things, Health is a DISEASE CREATION for BANDAID profit system (STOP the inflammation and you need no drug!!) Law and jails is only for us .. while THEY get to do anything they desire, not pay us, harm customers, destroy our one HOME

Wed. July 22, 2026, 3:15 pm

When I feel UTTER despair, worse than any stupid "depression" stigma con .. I wonder how I have the nerve when young people are left with no FUTUTE thanks to our SHEEP oblivion? But I do think they are better off. They can just HATE us MURDER us where those of us NOT OBLIVIOUS are waiting in horrid grief and regret at the destruction we created for our off seeing. They can just BLAME and HATE the other. We have to hate OURSELVES. Plus .. no one warned you old age is not horrible because WE might die .. it is HORRIBLE because everything and every ONE we knew is GONE. The loses are enormous. I guess no one told us because this has never happened before. Even my kids in their 40's know a world those in their 20's can not even IMAGINE!! Change is good .. but ONLY when it is BALNCED in moderation. The stress for young people in the mostly change they face is too stressful. hah maybe Huans will be extinct because it is IMPOSSIBLE for young people to bear the EXPLOSIVE STRESS of constant INSTANT change!!?? 🤔 HMM .. I have never thought of that before. Steven YONG good humans will soon be gone. STRESS creates all manner of disease just as inflammation does. When young people finally see my TRUTH was RIGHT all along they will DIE of Horror. Yes kill us Boomers. How the FRIG did we LET them inflame our body with hidden "sugar" so they could profit off our disease suffering? It also made us fat and with ought willpower so now they profit off our addictions AND OUR OBESITY!! How could god's humans possibly be so STUPID?? because the inflammation that addicted us to MORE also destroyed our brain wiring! Nobody listened although a few of us have been yelling since the 70's !! Unbelievable. We live in a vicious cycle of EVIL .. but it will soon kill the PERPETRATORS TOO. no .. I mean they will be in HELL when god decide enough is enough. The only thing that really matters now is believing in GOD and if we TRY we will get a GREAT PARTY in the end .. heaven!

• kid 15 .. plus 2 rivals? shoot into Seattle food festival, killing 3? What the hell?? those are MONSTERS.. not HUMAN. PARENTS should need a license to have off spring .. THEY should be in jail!
• my daughter fears there may have been a murder on the street or maybe just domestic plus insanity? I realize she has had 3 murders in maybe 2 or 3 years, only blocks away .. the remembered SO HAVE I!! I mean BLOCKS! 1 was son who killed brother and father. Imagine that poor mother .. has lost all 3 of family! When I was young in all of the Stratford side of Ontario there were 2 murders and I mean a huge area, not BLOCKS .. in DECADES!! I myself have to ACCEPT the reality we AVOID. We are too many of us .. INSANE. Brain dead, the behaviour of ZOMBIES not human.
• 1 of 10 Emergency DR's are leaving! the stress of too many seen, too much addiction, shootings, domestics, plus unhealthy seniors will crash our emergency system!

TRump does sound like a broken record though repeating how America is the greatest in history OVER and OVER. if he BELIEVED it he would just KNOW IT. Repeating ti is a sign he is questioning its truth. It is getting RIDICULOUS. At least he really made ME question if America really is dead? Even if he is not really ABLE to question having NO right brain THINK wiring. Sorry any man who puts his name on (my childhood hero) JFK Kennedy centre or tears down part of the White House is a DEAD devil to me. So we are trump (.    ) .. just more proof we are BRAIN DEAD!

MAYBE Trump is a god send?? I mean how can you listen and not WONDER if half the country's brain stopped working. I am not being insulting .. my family and friends are all left brain and think they thought I was DEMEANING them!! I just want people to QUESTION, wonder, investigate .. not just say "good? bad?" with no INVESTIGATION of HOW Bad, or HOW Good? Things need EVALUATING not just fast action. I guess we just FRUSTRATE each other because a Left brain can not UNDERSTAND a Right brain's DETAIL, and a Right brain can not understand so little THINKING before quickly acting. ACTIONS have CONSEQUENCES which should FIRST be CONSIDERED! I do not undersatnd this IRAN WAR Pentagon causualty count. Did they really change it from 16 to 600? But would that not be BAD? Just makes me think of Netanyahu's GAZA  KILLINGS # LIES. So if he DECREASES hid why and I to believ they did not INCREASE Holocaust numbers. BUT OOOOOH that makes me an anti semite. GET real people. You are too stupid and LAZY to live! Just name calling with never an effort to THINK should at least be JAIL for oblivious sheep!

This story is a perfect example how all is gone EVIL.  Advertising has taken over HUMANITY!! whoops sorry .. lost what this was about .. 

Wed. July 22, 2026, 8:30 am.

Told you that when you get old you get GROUCHY. I was naive to everything believing the world was GOOD!! meantime those in power are PURE EVIL so I am enraged .. maybe at my stupidity but regardless if I were uncharge .. so many would be DEAD! I am god remember g.o.d. GROUCHY OLD DICTATOR!! If only I could take over but FOR THE GOOD HUMANS "WE the people"! that is a laugh I can not even manage my kitchen! But MY order system is each of us contributing our special talents and skill to our ONE Human family and Home! MY skill is collecting and connecting all that we need for quality of lie or TOTAL Human Health. I have done my work obsessed for 70 years. Now please take it and use it or humans are extinct. NO JOB .. we starve! we have about 2 /3 years before A ! takes any power we have. A job allows us to buy, once gone EVERY bit of POWER we have is gone. Now they NEED us to work for then and buy. What happens when they quit wanting MORE MONEY or they have FORGOTTEN they need us to CREATE IT! We NORMAL human dead. Zombies will go on for awhile .. but not for long. There will be no CLEAN air or water for then to breath. 

I have no time for bodies NOT HUMANS that are OK with the incredible harm they do t have a beautiful house and expensive car. You are not human and need to be removed .. but first you need some HARM returned. Like 2 weeks STARVING while FEARING your beheading demise. Watch this show about defrauding students with a complete LIE not caring if they and family commit suiced in the despair their loss of everything creates! The man who went to kill her because his son commit suicide over lost tuition COULD NOT DO IT because her daughter came to ask for a snack. That man may have murdered but he was HUMAN and had a soul. He could not shoot here because he thought of the child seeing it and being orphaned. That is your spectrum of evil. And it is PROOF of lost brain! How can so many, many people including my family! Say murder is murder (like abortion?) oh dear I can't even finish the thought. I can not ESCAPE the realty that all these binary simplistic people are BRAIN DEAD. Of course there are gradations of evil!! Could these people watch this show and still come away saying there is ONLY one MURDER right vs wrong?? I guess no wonder we have war .. and it's STUPIDITY. Stupid people run the world plus more and more of us have TURNED STUPID BECAUSE OUR Right THINKING Brain has been destroyed! Sorry despair is me .. take what you can .. I may just give up.